I just realized I haven't been on this often in like....ever... =O

I've just finished moving all shit into storage save for Personal Heroes - it was a present for my friend Jac, done with thoughts of her sadness in my head - I consider it not a donation to the community as a whole, but it was for her more than anyone else.

Currently I've been raising awareness on some of my friends. I was suprised to highest hells when I realized there were still some people who didn't know about this. I now realize that most of the community is in a total uprising now - it's kinda sad.

Such an action turned the entire community into a giant brick wall, but there are still others ignorant to these atrocities and even moreso people who do know but aren't saying a word. They don't even have to support jark (do iiiiit~), but it would be better if they would say something.

I know i'm just a random deviant - hardly anyone notices me - i'm not any big thing - seen on the front page, 10k in views, DD's, millions of favorites and comments and the like - but I don't care about those things. It makes me feel kind of happy that so many people feel the same way.

I reminds me of 9/11 when everyone in the country stood as one solid foundation, even if it was just for that first year - and so many great things came from it... I doubt that we can make anything serious happen - like Angelo stepping down from power on his own and Jark and Matteo going back... I dream beyond a dream.

However, we CAN do something good - but not by spamming Angelo's, Spyd's, and Liquisoft's homepages. Sure, it may make us feel better - but I've missed plenty a comment skip through my page and I've never read about it. Of course their to blame for all this, but I bet their as sick of it as we are.

What has happened this past week is almost horrifying. I was talking to my friend over MSN and all she said about it was:

"What could've made them split up like that?"

Yes, what did make us split up? Some person trying to get one step higher in his quest for glory? Or us not noticing or doing anything about it until it was far too late?

I'm not saying that the admins suck ass and Jark is god, or the other way around. I think what's bringing this effect mostly is that everyone is pissed off that this kind of thing was tossed about over our heads. We loved Jark, we loved this site, we put everything we had into this place and we loved it like a child - yet everyone above us thought we didn't "need" to know something like this.

My point is - we're pissed about Jark getting fired, but even MORE pissed that we were lied to at THIS EXTENT! We're still people and we still deserve to know the truth! I must sound like a preacher by now, but I don't care. I've tried staying out of things - and I looking into this whole thing for a good 2-3 days, and I know what I'm saying when I say this:

This is NOT right, and something MUST be done!